We were wary of course as my parents were insisting on the same-and u know when parents say something you program your mind against it.
But nevertheless i along with Sumit,Googs,Rahul,Chitresh and Shikar joined the course.What we went there was to get to meet some gals(Ahh....I hate to accept it..but the hubris of the fallen)
We sat there on the first day laughin away even as Ramnik bahiya tried to get our attention.
We were seriuosly not bothered by his occassional diatriabe against our values and the style of living we had adopted. The second day was cool especially after the Long Kriya...
Now thats something which you have not expereienced till now then u`ve not lived 98% of your life.
After the first day of the kriya the mind was blank.
Every noise however far away seemed to amplify itself into thousands of decibels.That night i had a blissful sleep...(After a long time)
But if the first day was cool the second day...(Damn...Y does it happen that i always run out of adjectives...Nevertheless...hope u get the point...)
Second day,the date was 12th July 2008.It remains imprinted on my mind and i know it'll be there for atleast an eternity. i was-to be frank-a little scared.By stomach was churning and i was lookin for petty excuse just to run away from there.But Guruji had planned something for me...The time of Kriya came...And as i started doin in i could feel that my life would never be the same again...As the kriya progressed i could feel an infinte amount of energy flowing through me. I couldn' control my emotions,my physical sel and although i knew i was doing some strange things with my hands i couldn't stop doing it.It was as if someone was pumping energy into me at an infinte rate.When i was exhausted(physically) then my emotions came into play...I started laughin like a maniac,then i cried for a long time without any reason...But i countinued doin the kriya.
After the kriya ended we've have to lie down...But was i in the mood to lie down...Ha...What a joke..I did lie down but...Nowi started singing songs...Jee karda of Singh is King(Katrian kaif is one hot gal...:) ).I ain't no singer but i sang with all the strenght in my lungs(which my friends later told me was way above the human hearing limits...)I just lay there singing at the top of my voice...Someone in the crowd shouted out..Chad gayi kriya tenu...I shouted out Yea Brother...
Then i realised what it was to feel high...(I' a teetotaller and a strict non-smoker)
Then came he moment,which believe comes in the lives of few.There was standing in front of me Guruji himself.i clung on to his feet with all my might... I didn`t want to let him go..I cried at his feet for a long time.He said Dude don't worry..I came all the way for you only... It was blissful hearing him talk...i talked to him for what seemed like an eternity...
I talked to him abouth my friends(i told him that i had a friend who had a brain of the size of a pea but heart the size of sahara desert--Rahul..Sukhi as we call him...)And everything else...
After some time he told me to be quite and finsih off the kriya quitely...
After some time lights were on and they asked us to ge up.I did but couldn't sustain the bright light.My t-shirt was off and the baniyan was wrapped around my head..( i had no idea how that happened..).Then my brother(Sumit) came and sat besides me..He caressed my hair... I put my head in his lap and i still don't know way i was sobbing...But i was...No pint denying what happenned...(Ah.....Once again...Very hard to admit u can cry...)
The session was over it was time to dance..There was so much noise that i went out and lay on the staircase...I lay there laughing(like a madman)...Talkin to myself and to the stars too....
After the seesion frieds came and i stumbled my way across to the area where our things were kept...I tried to tie my shoelaces but couldn't...I escaped when no one was seeing me to inside the complex where session was held..There i waited to talk to Ramnik Bhaiya...As i waited i knew i was dancing to a strange but lovely tune playing somewhere far...I was unaware of everything around me...It was a perfect state of happiness...God i wish i can experience that just once more...Finally i got a chance to talk to Bhaiya...I talked to him about gettin high...
He asked me was i happy...I looked at him and started laughing...What a strange question was being asked...It was more than happiness....(Damn those adjectives...)
Finally we began the great journey back to the hostel...There too on the road i raised a ruckus...As my friend Shikar put it...(Set hai bhai yeh toh..Mast set hai...)I asked them where is the Vespa gal...(Dude...Was she pretty...I belong to u...Its a joke among friendz...They'll know)
As i reached hostel i went to lie down on sumits cot...I believed the adventure had ended...But u know it had just negun..My friendz gathered around me and asked me questions...And i was answering without any hesitation...lol...They asked me everything...They knew i had lost my disecrning capabilty and that i was totally inebriated...After some time i was give 2 glasses of milk...(Yuck...But it was following up the orders of Guruji....)
After some time(almost an hour and a half) i phoned home...And then began the most difficult journey of my life...I knew i had wronged my parents in many ways...I said sorry to'em and lolzzz...Again cried like a small child...(Yeah..Go on have a laugh...)
That day i knew that i was the most luckiest(i know it should be lucky) person to have parents like God had graced me with...I thank everyday for the parents I have been given but not deserve...(How can someone be so damn kool..And all understanding...Fails me...)
Anywayz the whole night i kept bouncing from here and there..I was not allowed to go to my room as my friends were scared i might decide to jump off or somethin from the second floor...
In the morning when i woke upi was drained out...But i knew i had been drained out of only the negativities that i had been a graciuos host too...
That morning i couldn't help but smile at everthing..I was so much emotionally charged that i felt like laughing and crying at each and everything happening around me...
But physically...It was a gut wrenching experience...I had absolutely no strength left in me...
I was damn tired couldn't even move my arms for that matter...But inside i felt a new person...A changed person...
Somehow i knew that life was never gonna be the same again...And it hasn't been...Life's been more than gracious to me...I've had experiences which i believe that have helped me evolve...
But 12th Sept. was the day that changed me...It was a roller coaster day but at the end of the day(or shud i say the early next morning)i was on a high...Never before had i experienced such emotions...such charge...such energy around me...Although that energy has certainly waned but it still remains..It still has maintained a what i like to believe a protective aura around me which guides me to do the right things always....
And i believe that Guruji( u know whats the best thing...U can make him whatever u are missing...A god...A friend...A parental figure...)to me he is just plain old Guruji...
Jai Guru Dev.
But nevertheless i along with Sumit,Googs,Rahul,Chitresh and Shikar joined the course.What we went there was to get to meet some gals(Ahh....I hate to accept it..but the hubris of the fallen)
We sat there on the first day laughin away even as Ramnik bahiya tried to get our attention.
We were seriuosly not bothered by his occassional diatriabe against our values and the style of living we had adopted. The second day was cool especially after the Long Kriya...
Now thats something which you have not expereienced till now then u`ve not lived 98% of your life.
After the first day of the kriya the mind was blank.
Every noise however far away seemed to amplify itself into thousands of decibels.That night i had a blissful sleep...(After a long time)
But if the first day was cool the second day...(Damn...Y does it happen that i always run out of adjectives...Nevertheless...hope u get the point...)
Second day,the date was 12th July 2008.It remains imprinted on my mind and i know it'll be there for atleast an eternity. i was-to be frank-a little scared.By stomach was churning and i was lookin for petty excuse just to run away from there.But Guruji had planned something for me...The time of Kriya came...And as i started doin in i could feel that my life would never be the same again...As the kriya progressed i could feel an infinte amount of energy flowing through me. I couldn' control my emotions,my physical sel and although i knew i was doing some strange things with my hands i couldn't stop doing it.It was as if someone was pumping energy into me at an infinte rate.When i was exhausted(physically) then my emotions came into play...I started laughin like a maniac,then i cried for a long time without any reason...But i countinued doin the kriya.
After the kriya ended we've have to lie down...But was i in the mood to lie down...Ha...What a joke..I did lie down but...Nowi started singing songs...Jee karda of Singh is King(Katrian kaif is one hot gal...:) ).I ain't no singer but i sang with all the strenght in my lungs(which my friends later told me was way above the human hearing limits...)I just lay there singing at the top of my voice...Someone in the crowd shouted out..Chad gayi kriya tenu...I shouted out Yea Brother...
Then i realised what it was to feel high...(I' a teetotaller and a strict non-smoker)
Then came he moment,which believe comes in the lives of few.There was standing in front of me Guruji himself.i clung on to his feet with all my might... I didn`t want to let him go..I cried at his feet for a long time.He said Dude don't worry..I came all the way for you only... It was blissful hearing him talk...i talked to him for what seemed like an eternity...
I talked to him abouth my friends(i told him that i had a friend who had a brain of the size of a pea but heart the size of sahara desert--Rahul..Sukhi as we call him...)And everything else...
After some time he told me to be quite and finsih off the kriya quitely...
After some time lights were on and they asked us to ge up.I did but couldn't sustain the bright light.My t-shirt was off and the baniyan was wrapped around my head..( i had no idea how that happened..).Then my brother(Sumit) came and sat besides me..He caressed my hair... I put my head in his lap and i still don't know way i was sobbing...But i was...No pint denying what happenned...(Ah.....Once again...Very hard to admit u can cry...)
The session was over it was time to dance..There was so much noise that i went out and lay on the staircase...I lay there laughing(like a madman)...Talkin to myself and to the stars too....
After the seesion frieds came and i stumbled my way across to the area where our things were kept...I tried to tie my shoelaces but couldn't...I escaped when no one was seeing me to inside the complex where session was held..There i waited to talk to Ramnik Bhaiya...As i waited i knew i was dancing to a strange but lovely tune playing somewhere far...I was unaware of everything around me...It was a perfect state of happiness...God i wish i can experience that just once more...Finally i got a chance to talk to Bhaiya...I talked to him about gettin high...
He asked me was i happy...I looked at him and started laughing...What a strange question was being asked...It was more than happiness....(Damn those adjectives...)
Finally we began the great journey back to the hostel...There too on the road i raised a ruckus...As my friend Shikar put it...(Set hai bhai yeh toh..Mast set hai...)I asked them where is the Vespa gal...(Dude...Was she pretty...I belong to u...Its a joke among friendz...They'll know)
As i reached hostel i went to lie down on sumits cot...I believed the adventure had ended...But u know it had just negun..My friendz gathered around me and asked me questions...And i was answering without any hesitation...lol...They asked me everything...They knew i had lost my disecrning capabilty and that i was totally inebriated...After some time i was give 2 glasses of milk...(Yuck...But it was following up the orders of Guruji....)
After some time(almost an hour and a half) i phoned home...And then began the most difficult journey of my life...I knew i had wronged my parents in many ways...I said sorry to'em and lolzzz...Again cried like a small child...(Yeah..Go on have a laugh...)
That day i knew that i was the most luckiest(i know it should be lucky) person to have parents like God had graced me with...I thank everyday for the parents I have been given but not deserve...(How can someone be so damn kool..And all understanding...Fails me...)
Anywayz the whole night i kept bouncing from here and there..I was not allowed to go to my room as my friends were scared i might decide to jump off or somethin from the second floor...
In the morning when i woke upi was drained out...But i knew i had been drained out of only the negativities that i had been a graciuos host too...
That morning i couldn't help but smile at everthing..I was so much emotionally charged that i felt like laughing and crying at each and everything happening around me...
But physically...It was a gut wrenching experience...I had absolutely no strength left in me...
I was damn tired couldn't even move my arms for that matter...But inside i felt a new person...A changed person...
Somehow i knew that life was never gonna be the same again...And it hasn't been...Life's been more than gracious to me...I've had experiences which i believe that have helped me evolve...
But 12th Sept. was the day that changed me...It was a roller coaster day but at the end of the day(or shud i say the early next morning)i was on a high...Never before had i experienced such emotions...such charge...such energy around me...Although that energy has certainly waned but it still remains..It still has maintained a what i like to believe a protective aura around me which guides me to do the right things always....
And i believe that Guruji( u know whats the best thing...U can make him whatever u are missing...A god...A friend...A parental figure...)to me he is just plain old Guruji...
Jai Guru Dev.
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